I am currently delving into a deeper understanding of the true meaning of the cross of Christ, how it relates to salvation and how it reveals God's heart.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Prejudice and Judging

Now accept the one who is weak in faith, but not for the purpose of passing judgment on his opinions. (Romans 14:1)

For about the past week, every day I have been reading over and around this verse and chapter trying to get a sense of the context and the general gist of what Paul is trying to convey in this passage. It looks to me like many of these verses are in great danger of being misunderstood and misapplied if the context and main purpose of the text is overlooked, which seems to be often the case with many of these verses. So I want to be careful not to bring an agenda to my study and have it color the conclusions that I may find here as I often see others doing, because I want to hear clearly the messages that God has for me without any unnecessary interference.

One thing that seems very clear to me so far is that this chapter is very much about judging. And judging is certainly one of the most misunderstood words and concepts in the world that there is. As I mentioned before, I am currently unpacking a series of very insightful teachings by Jim Wilder and taking meticulous notes on them for my own study about this very issue. It has opened my eyes very much to the issue of true and counterfeit judgment and I feel that God has been leading me into this crucial study for a number of months now, long before I knew I would be studying this in Romans 14. What I am learning and being convicted of in this ongoing study is both very exciting and alarming as I begin to catch a glimpse of reality from God's perspective instead of the way I am used to seeing things through worldly perceptions. What I am learning is also crucial to having the right perspective especially in the intense times that we are about to experience as the history of this world comes to a climax.

One thing that comes to my thoughts this morning as I meditate on these verses is the word “prejudice”. Years ago I was startled to realize that the real meaning of this word is easily seen by simply taking it apart. It means to pre-judge. Now I suspect that in at least 99% of the applications in which it is used it is referring to the kind of judgment that is the counterfeit and not the true. And I believe that there is a very great deal more prejudice in all of our hearts than we can realize unless it is exposed by the light of the true Spirit of Judgment otherwise known as the Advocate. He is the agent that both brings the true kind of judgment into our hearts and is also the necessary empowerment for anyone on earth to be able to exercise the true type of judgment.

This means, however, that in essence all earthly judgment is tainted with prejudice. Prejudice implies imposing our own opinions, context, emotions and suppositions onto the actions and words of others and deciding what their motives are based on our own opinions. Prejudice is the same thing that Jesus was talking about when He commanded us to not judge others and what Paul is talking about in this chapter as well. False judgment fails to take into account that only God can read the heart and therefore only God has the ability to judge properly. There is much more along this line that needs to be understood but that I will have to unpack later.

This first verse of chapter 14 is really a summary for all the rest of the chapter. From this point on Paul tries to explain more explicitly what he means by this first statement of truth. Another important aspect that I see in this verse is the stark contrast between accepting a brother in the faith and prejudice which involves some degree or other the element of condemnation.

God, His Son Jesus and the Holy Spirit never engage in the false kind of judgment called condemnation. Jesus made that explicitly clear especially in the writings of John. Jesus declared that He did not come to condemn the world but to save it. He also pointed out that condemnation is something that happens naturally inside a person's heart when they are not in tune with the Spirit of God or aligned with the principles of reality as described in God's laws. Condemnation and counterfeit judgment are pretty much synonymous as far as I am able to tell from my study over the years.

But while I may think I am making great progress on avoiding condemnation of others, it is a poison that is extremely subtle and deceptive that can operate undetected like a computer virus until its ill effects suddenly become tragically exposed. It seems even more pernicious and repulsive when it shows up in the life of a professing believer in God, but unfortunately those are the people most targeted by Satan to indulge in that sort of thing. This is because Satan has such intense hatred of God that he wants to discredit His reputation by distorting the witness of those claiming to be His representatives on earth. In so doing he hopes to repel anyone and everyone from desiring to come closer to God who longs to restore and save them to intimacy with His own heart, not condemn them.

One of the prejudices that almost always shows up in the study of Romans 14 is the focus that is put on the external examples that Paul uses as illustrations for what he is trying to get across. Too many people get so fixated on the details of the examples and jump to conclusions that favor what they want to believe that they often miss the main point of this whole passage and end up indulging in the very thing Paul warns against here. I am very susceptible to the same weakness and I pray that God will guide me and cleanse my heart and mind of all prejudices so that I can be free to receive the real truths that will transform my life and align me with the truth as it is in Jesus about what God is like.

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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Transition to Judgment

Now accept the one who is weak in faith, but not for the purpose of passing judgment on his opinions. (Romans 14:1)

I am moving through a transition area in my study of the book of Romans at this point. While it is certainly not disconnected from the previous passage there is a definite shift of focus here in chapter 14. And interestingly the main subject of this chapter is the issue of judgment which has been something brought strongly to my attention in the past few months. I have already written several pieces about judgment that I have not finished yet because I wanted to have them more fully developed. It looks like it may be time to revisit that as I will be immersed in this subject for awhile now.

One thing that I felt impressed with as I read and meditated and listened on this idea of judgment this morning was the thought that Jesus is my example. So if I am to follow the example of Jesus and Jesus is our Judge, then why should it be wrong for me to judge?

The answer to that lies squarely in the middle of the common misunderstanding about the true nature of judgment. Like everything else in God's life, judgment has been faced with a diabolical counterfeit that has captured our attention far more readily than the real deal. Nearly everyone I know including myself have very distorted concepts of what is involved in judgment, and to complicate things, comparisons with human judicial systems are not very helpful. Human justice more closely parallels and follows the counterfeit concept of justice far more than the true way to judge in most respects. So for us to assume that God deals with His subjects similar to how we are treated by humans purporting to execute justice is very misleading at best.

What I am finding lately is that it is very difficult to easily discuss spiritual concepts with many people because in everything we talk about we always have many, many assumptions. This is completely unavoidable because of the basic nature of how we think and how language operates. We have to have a certain amount of assumptions about what words and phrases mean or else we can have very little communication whatsoever. But the problems with communication become more difficult to the extent that each person's assumptions about the words they are sharing are different given their own background and beliefs.

What I am finding is that as my understanding of words and spiritual concepts dramatically changes through my intense study of the Word and listening to the instructions from the Spirit, this process is transforming more and more of my assumptions about those concepts and their relationships to each other. Now for me this is becoming very exciting as I see more clearly the beauty and consistency and justice and sensibility and attractiveness of God's ways. There are certainly very many things I do not yet understand, but the tendency is toward a congruency and wholeness that is radically different than the arbitrary nature of much of the religion I was taught growing up.

But the more clearly things become for me and the more questions I feel free to raise and have answered in my personal experience with God, the more out of sync I find myself with those around me who still cling to many of the concepts and assumptions that I was raised with and believed for most of my life. Or they may have completely different assumptions about these words of which I am unaware. But the problem is becoming more evident that as I use the religious terms and descriptions of spiritual truths that have taken on a completely new meaning for me, others are still basing their hearing of these words from me on old definitions and entrenched concepts from years of tradition of how these things interrelate which presents great difficulty in carrying on a smooth conversation.

So I find myself needing to stop or interrupt myself to try to explain my new understandings of the words and concepts I am using. This sometimes happens so much so that I make very little progress in saying what I started out to say. It is almost as if I have to explain a whole new dictionary while at the same time using words that sound exactly like those from an old dictionary that is similar but deceivingly different but while much more familiar. Sometimes I wonder about the best way to handle this problem.

It is in times like this that I am reminded that it is my spirit that is far more important in the process of communication than the success of my words in conveying new principles of truth. While words are certainly important and need to be chosen carefully, a perfect arrangement of correct words will still convey wrong messages if my spirit is not in alignment and under the guidance and influence of God's Spirit. Conversely, a person who is very much in sync with God's Spirit may have very limited knowledge or ability to express themselves eloquently and may even sound very crude at times, but the effect of their spirit in their attempts to communicate with those observing and listening to them will have far more positive influence; their hearers will be deeply moved and far more truth will be received than otherwise would have been possible.

And that brings me very much back to the subject of Romans 14. I am beginning to see that Paul is squarely addressing this very issue now that I look at it again. All throughout this chapter he emphasizes the importance of attitude over factual correctness. That seems to be the main point of this whole passage and one that I very much need to learn at a much deeper level. It addresses one of the most slippery problems of Christianity, that of putting more value on being “right” than of giving priority to caring for another person's heart. And while I usually respond positively to being treated that way myself it is so easy for me to fail to treat others that way. Yes, just like the last chapter, I am beginning to see that God has some intense lessons waiting for me in the days ahead as I immerse myself in His life-changing instructions and open myself to the convictions from His Spirit.

I notice that this whole subject comes immediately after the admonition about putting on the Lord Jesus Christ and making no provisions for my flesh. This is the context in which Paul addresses the problem of judging other fellow believers. It is, unfortunately, extremely common but nevertheless very destructive – this problem of judging. In judging and condemning others I am tearing apart what God is working to put together in the body of Christ described back in chapter 12. It also likely comes under the heading of making provision for the flesh and not behaving properly (13:13).

Judging others is not just primarily something that happens by the words I circulate about them but is much more a state of mind and a spirit that emanates from me. Judging can many times be such a subtle thing that it can easily be denied and discounted. I can be very careful to try and not say openly judgmental words about someone but still insinuate and create questions in other people's minds that are just as judgmental if not more so. But this issue of judgment and learning to be free from it has to be a personal learning experience and not something I try to force on others. As with nearly all truths, it must first begin in my own heart before the truth can have real affect on other hearts.

For it is time for judgment to begin with the household of God.... (1 Peter 4:17)

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

More on Living as a Butterfly

Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfillment of the law. Do this, knowing the time, that it is already the hour for you to awaken from sleep; for now salvation is nearer to us than when we believed. (Romans 13:10-11)

Not long ago I wrote a piece on my other blog about wanting to become a Butterfly. Not literally, you understand, but in many other respects. God has embedded within the many things of nature powerful lessons that can illustrate spiritual truths for us that can be revealed to us by the Spirit who was involved in the original Creation of both nature and our own minds and hearts. Very often things in nature can better unveil deep emotional and spiritual truths and facts much easier than the difficult exercise of translating them into the symbols we call words and language.

This issue of letting go of resistance is very often on my mind since it has been brought to my attention over the past few months in my study of Romans 13. One reason I wrote the piece about the Butterfly was directly related to this very thing. Butterflies are almost the perfect demonstration of living a glorious life and beauty and freedom while exercising an amazingly low amount of resistance to the environment in which they fly. And yet they can travel thousands of miles across land and sea to arrive at very precise destinations which they have never even been to before.

It also occurred to me this morning that a very great percentage of a Butterfly's noticeable makeup is constituted of the beautifully decorated wings designed to utilize the sunlight to dispense loveliness and beauty wherever they go. Their bodies sink into near insignificance to our attention in comparison to the beauty of their wings. This is in contrast to most other insects that have no such large displays of extravagant beauty. It really appears that the main purpose of Butterflies may be to dispense beauty primarily – and maybe in more ways than we thought.

As I reread the above text this morning it came to me that the very process that creates the beautiful Butterfly – metamorphosis – is strikingly parallel to what I read here in this verse as well as in 12:2. And it is also very closely linked with the verses before it which talk about not resisting and being filled with genuine love. What verse eleven seems to be saying is that it is time for me to be born again and emerge from the cocoon of metamorphosis into a totally new creation that doesn't even resemble the body (my internal perception of my identity) and surroundings (the emotional and spiritual atmosphere in which I function) that I have been so familiar with all of my life. And if this parallel is true – and I believe it is – then salvation itself must be something descriptive of beauty and joy and freedom and intimate interaction with the breezes of the Holy Spirit that Jesus talked about in John three.

I suppose that there may be instances where Butterflies may cause damage somewhere, but I am not aware of them. But given the pervasive nature of the effects of sin in this world that is certainly possible. But in most respects I believe that Butterflies live to dispense beauty and inspire gratitude and praise on the part of all who are capable and willing to engage in and be blessed by this exercise.

Along the same line of thinking, verse ten says that Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfillment of the law. This is clearly an indication that the law, far from being done away with or ignored in the life of a true, converted, born-again Christian – the law will be the internal structure now implanted in the heart that has become so much a part of the natural thinking and reactions of a person that that person's life will reflect the light of God's love in unique and startling, even dazzling ways that will enrich the lives of all who are blessed by their influence.

Just as a Butterfly is not generally known for any damage they cause or even being a nuisance, the life of the true, transformed Christian full of real love will never do any wrong to others. And never doing any wrong to others is another way of saying they are perfectly in agreement and alignment with the Law of God. They will not be found dissing the law or complaining about talk of the law or feeling threatened by the law. But like David expressed so many times in the Psalms and particularly Psalm 119, they will love God's laws and guidelines and descriptions of the principles which govern all of His interactions with others.

I was again reminded this morning as I meditated on these thoughts of the passage that I received as something of a prophecy of my future a few years ago. And the spirit of the Lord will come on you with power, and you will be acting like a prophet with them, and will be changed into another man. And when these signs come to you, see that you take the chance which is offered you; for God is with you. (1 Samuel 10:6-7 BBE) You will be changed into another man. That sounds an awful lot like what happens to a caterpillar when it is changed into a beautiful Butterfly.

And the last part of that passage also reminds me of the close interactions that Butterflies have with the wind and the words of Jesus to Nicodemus. "The wind blows where it wishes and you hear the sound of it, but do not know where it comes from and where it is going; so is everyone who is born of the Spirit." (John 3:8) Doesn't that sound strikingly similar to the flight of a Butterfly?

But as most people know that have ever learned much about the process of metamorphosis necessary to transform caterpillars into butterflies, the creature itself cannot bring about this amazing transformation. It simply cooperates with the impulses that God implanted into it and then rests quietly and safely inside the cocoon while the power of God mysteriously does its work of total transformation until the day it is ready to emerge in glorious and surprising beauty to live a completely different life.

When you are still living in a cocoon it is very hard to see what is going on in your own transformation process. I feel like I have been in the form of a caterpillar or in a cocoon for most of my life, but all I can do is rest and trust in the transformational work of the Spirit in my life until the day it becomes more obvious that I can learn to really fly. And when that happens I am also certain that the beauty of God's light and love will be so much more clear than it ever has been in my life that it may well be breath-taking – especially to me. But that beauty will not occur because of anything I have accomplished but because God has created yet another new creature, a wonderful experiment of grace to be a glorious reflector of part of His own beauty to attract others to Him with the loveliness that originates in His own heart.

Another thought that was brought to my attention this morning was again about this issue of resistance. I have been praying for some time now for God to remove all resistance from my heart, and I still feel that is very much needed. But in my cursory look through the Bible on the subject of resistance I noticed that a few times we are instructed to resist – but only against the devil himself.

I find this a bit curious and have wondered what this really means. I am specifically instructed not to resist an evil person (Matt. 5:39) while at the same time told that I must resist the devil (James 4:7). I have had a number of discussions about this with others and realized today that I need to pray to be full of resistance to Satan and all his suggestions while at the same time totally devoid of resistance to God and even to the evil that comes my way from others. This is all part of the alignment process very necessary to get me prepared to encounter the power and presence of God safely. Most Christians claim to desire to encounter His presence but they very often fail to see the enormous danger inherent in such a request. I will have to meditate and listen for more on this topic as the Spirit unpacks it more thoroughly for me.

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