I am launching
into a new project that I have felt drawn to do for years. The true
meaning, purpose and implications about God meant to be revealed in
the cross of Jesus have become so darkened and distorted with lies,
insinuations and traditions of men for over 1700 years that they have
blocked any clear view of the intense glory of God's true character
of love that the cross was intended to unveil.
I spent most of my
life in confusion about the cross. As I got older it became
increasingly clear that the explanations offered me by religion,
culture and every other source had little consistency except to infer
or outright make God out to be very different than the loving Father
Jesus saw Him to be. I could never reconcile the idea of love as
Jesus defined it with the assertions of religion about God,
particularly in His supposed involvement in the violent death of
Jesus.
Not until recent
years as God has pushed me to question, challenge and examine more
closely every assumption, teaching and doctrine I had ever acquired
concerning the true nature of God's character has the subject of the
cross finally begun to make any sense in relation to salvation. But
once my perceptions of God began to be radically changed from the
dark views I learned as a child, my own heart is starting to
increasingly warm in response to the faint glimpses of real love that
can be found in the story of the cross of Christ.
For at least the
next few months and possibly much longer (if the past is any
indicator), I plan to immerse myself in an intense, focused
examination challenging all the disturbing questions swirling around
this event in an honest search for the real truth that has so long
been subverted by established religion. I have little interest in
reviewing all the conflicting theories of atonement or explanations
of the cross that implicate God as an accomplice in killing Jesus in
order to satisfy some dark side of His character. I say this
primarily because I take seriously the words of John that the core of
the message of God is that He is light and in Him is nothing dark
whatsoever (1 John 1:5).
I invite you to
join me in seeking to discover the real truth about God in this
defining event that He says will reveal His heart of love more than
anything in the history of the universe. The most famous verse in the
Bible says that God in love gave His Son to save this world. But what
does that actually mean and how does it work out in the events
surrounding the pivotal turning point of all history?
This morning as I
began reviewing the stories of this event I stumbled across something
compelling, at least for me. I discovered that the word used in the
Greek describing the betrayal of Judas is the very same word I
previously discovered is used to define God's wrath in Romans –
paradidomi. This word literally means to hand over, to release, to
let go. It has nothing to do with punishment or inflicting
intentional harm on others as has often been taught. This incredible
insight about the truth of God's version of wrath has been very
liberating for me. (see Romans 1:18:24,26,28; 4:25; 8:32)
Recently I
discovered that part of this word – didiomi – lies at the core of
John 3:16 where we are told that God gave His Son to this
world. That makes interesting connections since I am now seeing that
both the biblical definition of God's wrath and the betrayal of Judas
both involve the same word. We can either attempt to rationalize this
away or we could start to see that the insistence of religion that
has so long implicated God in the death of Jesus in some sort of
appeasement or pay-off is a sinister lie.
Either God is
hardly different than Judas in character in His relation to and
treatment of Jesus at the cross, or something else is going on here
we have not taken seriously. It is dangerous to insist on trying to
see it both ways. Jesus insisted that God is no different than
Himself (John 14:9-11). But if God is a betrayer like Judas then He
must be considered just as guilty of betrayal of Jesus as Judas. That
is a rather strong charge, a slander that I am not willing to accept.
On the other hand,
if God really is like Jesus as Jesus insisted and is not a betrayer
like Judas, betraying friends from selfish motives, then we should
seriously challenge all long-held assumptions about Him that have
infiltrated so much of Christian theology over the centuries.
Hopefully one
thing should be unquestionably explicit – we must never come to
think there is no difference between the character of Jesus and that
of Judas. Otherwise we have no real Savior, our Father is
untrustworthy and all the promises and claims of love on God's part
are nothing but a sham. Yet this is the ultimate outgrowth of most of
the popular teachings about the cross in circulation today.
Those who insist
on clinging to mixtures of light and dark ideas about God's character
and how He feels about and treats sinners are misleading many who
become deceived by such convoluted logic and persuasive arguments. To
make matters worse, they often cover or ignore the confusion of their
logic by claiming that salvation is so very complex and full of
mystery that it allows for conflicting assertions and we should not
question them. Such teaching creates a smokescreen behind which to
hide conflicting assertions about God that only ends in confusion,
uncertainty and despair for those in desperate need of deliverance
from sin (that would be all of us).
Woe to those
who call evil good, and good evil; who substitute darkness for light
and light for darkness; who substitute bitter for sweet and sweet for
bitter! Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes and clever in
their own sight! (Isaiah 5:20-21)
I tire of the
endless debates, the obfuscation of clear salvation taught by Jesus
and I long to escape the power of sin. I reject the muddying of the
beautiful waters of life that Jesus came to offer. I am thirsty for
deep drinks from His life-giving fountain, a spring gushing with
fresh, clean, pure water of life filled with the real truth about a
Father who is pure love, who is only light and in whom there is no
darkness at all (1 John 1:5).
Join me in
allowing the drawing beauty of the real truth about this love that
was exposed at the cross and that is intended to attract and heal
every sinner that becomes exposed to the truth as it is in Jesus.
The Spirit and
the bride say, "Come." And let the one who hears say,
"Come." And let the one who is thirsty come; let the one
who wishes take the water of life without cost. (Revelation
22:17)