I am currently delving into a deeper understanding of the true meaning of the cross of Christ, how it relates to salvation and how it reveals God's heart.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Lusts of Their Hearts

Well, I never would have dreamed I would get excited about all the discoveries waiting to be found in Romans 1 and 2, but the more time I take to linger and look for more possibilities the more fascinating insights keep rising to the surface. What makes it so interesting is that there are so many positive truths about God camouflaged under the cover of the apparently negative “tirades” of Paul, as some people view these passages.

Today I again decided to stay in the same area and resist the urge to move on. I have become confident that the Holy Spirit likes to open more things to the minds of those willing to be taught and patient enough to spend time in active interaction with Him. I have been enjoying this “style” of study for several years now ever since I learned about inductive Bible study and began utilizing it for my own growth.

This time my eyes were attracted to the phrases “lusts of their hearts” and “bodies would be dishonored”. I try to always be alert and listening for connections and patterns that belie profound truths woven throughout a passage. If you tug on them carefully and follow them with patience you can trace another thread of beauty from one place to another as it emerges in different settings but contains the same essence of truth. One way of doing this is noticing the same or similar words used several times throughout a passage or even with links to other passages if that linkage is not stretched too thin.

It has also greatly helped to apply updated definitions to words that are too often taken for granted perpetuating centuries-old false views of God. When more accurate meanings are used to understand the passage it quite often dramatically changes the whole picture being painted by the author and thrilling new truths suddenly come to life that have been laying dormant under the veil of false assumptions. That is what I am starting to see in these chapters more and more as I spend more time allowing God to reveal Himself in this unexpected location.

As I read, I also have learned to ask more questions of the Spirit while I am reading. If I don't understand something or if it seems to conflict with other things I have been learning I do not shy away from it anymore or try to rationalize it away as so many religious people are prone to do to avoid apparent discrepancies. I am willing to ask the hard questions, not in a spirit of antagonism but in a spirit of dialog and ignorance. After all, God obviously knows more than I do here, so who better to ask what it means than the original Author Himself.

That is not to imply that everything I discover is assumed to be the final immutable word of God on the subject or passage. On the other hand, to be constantly discounting the validity or accurateness of the personal revelations uncovered during my own times with God may not be so much of a sign of humility but of fear of what others may think about me. If I am constantly discounting the credibility of what I believe God is teaching me personally, it soon becomes evident that I am more concerned about people's opinions about me than I am about God's. That reminds me of the verse about bragging that tends to not fit our typical religious mold.

Thus says the LORD, "Let not a wise man boast of his wisdom, and let not the mighty man boast of his might, let not a rich man boast of his riches; but let him who boasts boast of this, that he understands and knows Me, that I am the LORD who exercises lovingkindness, justice and righteousness on earth; for I delight in these things," declares the LORD. (Jeremiah 9:23-24 NAS95)

Even though it still seems uncomfortable to declare that there is a proper place for boasting given the abuse of boasting by far too many religious zealots and self-focused leaders, God Himself declares that there really is a reason and context for human boasting after carefully warning us of all the wrong alternatives. He reminds me of this occasionally when I tend to start discounting too much the intimate relationship that is growing between us. He is asking me in this text to be honest about our friendship and confess our loyalty to each other more openly. It is not an arrogant kind of boasting but more like a blushing admission to a secret love that is starting to become so strong between two people that it has become impossible to hide from the public anymore.

Again I got side-tracked from what I started out to write. Back to what I am starting to see in Romans 1. When I read the phrase “lusts of their hearts” in verse 24 the first thing I noticed was the word heart. That word used in the Bible has now become like a flashing strobe light to me to look closer to see what God is trying to tell me in this place. Since I have been pursuing a more intentional life of living from my heart recently I am finding that many things in the Bible on this issue are now far more interesting and insightful than I ever realized before. So in describing these people with all the problems listed in this passage, I see that there is something about their hearts that is likely causing them to display all these results of dysfunction and shame.

Another word that was helpfully redefined by Oswald Chambers for me is the word “lust”. Instead of associating it primarily with improper sexual cravings, he defined lust as simply “wanting it right now”, whatever “it” may be of any sort. Generally speaking from this perspective lust is the opposite of patience. That, of course, very often does apply to sexual matters, but it also shows up in many other areas of life not generally associated with the idea of lust.

So to put those two words together in this phrase, these people described are wanting what they want and crave in their hearts immediately in whatever way they can get it for themselves without waiting. Then to look around in the surrounding verses I look for cause and effect relationships to see what might be going on in their hearts and why they are so full of lust.

One of the effects listed in the same verse is a dishonoring of their bodies. This drew my attention back to verse 21 where I saw the word honor and likely has something to do with what is going on in their hearts. This is near the beginning of the description of the downward spiral of sin described in this chapter so it is significant to see how they are connected.

Another key ingredient in this area is the contrast of creature and Creator as well as the element of worship. As I broaden my view of the surrounding verses through this lens I see again the apparent core problem of sin that affects every one of us and easily discovers us in the complicity described in chapter 2 if we are not careful. Those who choose to worship – to look for life from – anything less than their Creator will have the resulting effect of suffering from lust in their heart.

This lust is really a description of the intense dissatisfaction experienced by anyone who is starving to death from lack of life-giving necessities. This lust is not a choice so much as a hunger for life itself. Our hearts crave life, intensely desire intimacy, cannot thrive without love-bonding to other hearts and ultimately cannot live for long without some connection to the heart of God, either directly or indirectly.

Somehow honor is an ingredient of this mix as well. There is something here, some equation in reality that attests to the unequivocal certainty that when we fail to honor our Creator and God – whatever that really means – we will end up dishonoring ourselves, partly because we were created in His image. So it looks like to me that when one dishonors the original then the reflection is dishonored as a result. That makes perfect sense if we are simply mirrors designed to reflect the true glory of God.

There is much, much more here that quickly expands the discussion but I must stop again for lack of time. Your comments and insights are always welcome and appreciated. Some of the most exciting times of the heart comes from group “Bible study” when done in the true spirit of openness and hunger for real truth instead of simply an impartation of pre-determined doctrines and unquestioned beliefs.

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Friday, May 4, 2007

God's Character by Contrast

And just as they did not see fit to acknowledge God any longer, God gave them over to a depraved mind, to do those things which are not proper, being filled with all unrighteousness, wickedness, greed, evil; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, malice; they are gossips, slanderers, haters of God, insolent, arrogant, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, without understanding, untrustworthy, unloving, unmerciful; (Romans 1:28-31)

This is a list of opposites of God's characteristics. By analyzing the real meaning of each of these descriptions and then looking for the opposite, a picture of God emerges that is quite accurate. As well as describing the life of Jesus and His true followers, it also helps unmask the growing obscurity of some words.

Unrighteousness

Righteous

Wickedness

Holiness

Greed

Generosity

Evil

Good

Envy

Thrilled to see others succeed

Murder

Life-giving

Strife

Peace and harmony

Deceit

Truthful

Malice

Only good motives

Gossips

Love covers a multitude of sins

Slanderers

Blessing – speaking well of

Haters of God

Lover of sinners

Insolent

Polite, respectful

Arrogant

Humble

Boastful

Entrusts His witnesses (us) to vindicate Him

Inventors of evil

Good plans

Disobedient to parents

Submissive to parents

Without understanding

Full of understanding

Untrustworthy

Completely trustworthy

Unloving

Abounding in love

Unmerciful

Merciful

If you have some suggestions for better definitions of opposites in this list I would like to hear them.

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

Exchange and Choices

My perceptions are changing – in more ways than one.

Part of it is due to my preparing my mind and heart for the fast upcoming date for the Bat Barakah for two of my daughters this weekend. I shared with a friend yesterday that I can't remember a period of time in my whole life that I have spent so much effort trying to listen to my heart with my mind. I find it quite frustrating at times because I am so inept at this. But I feel it is very important to try anyway if I am going to be effective as a channel for God's blessing at all. So part of my perception shift is very slowly starting to see both myself and others from more of a heart perspective than I have before. It is so incremental that most people probably can't notice it yet, but I keep praying for God to give me the eyes of heaven and the heart and feelings of Jesus and then I have to leave it up to Him to answer that request in His time and ways.

The other perception change is coming as I have spent more time than ever in the first chapter of Romans. Some time ago I left off my study of Romans in chapter eight and returned to the beginning because I just felt I had missed far too much and wanted to uncover much more that was sure to be there. So far in that experiment I have not been able to leave Romans one for maybe a week or two now and it seems to only be beginning to open up. I had a similar experience several years ago in the first few chapters of the book of John that proved a real blessing to me.

I have to say for context that Romans one and two have always been pretty depressing to me and something to get through as quick as possible so I could get on to the “good stuff” later in the book. Romans one is one of the primary sources of ammunition for those who want to fuel their bigotry and hatefulness against homosexuals. They like to thunder their human wrath against these “wicked” people and firmly attach God's name to their tirades to give it supernatural authority. This spirit of hatred and merciless vengeance is one of the prime examples of very popular lies about God deeply embedded into religion that has little hope of being eradicated. Because most people believe in a God who indulges in the same “wrath” as men are so familiar with in themselves they simply assume that these words in Romans are God vengeful outlashings against those who have offended His sovereign decrees. Of course they don't bother to continue to apply the text just as strongly to themselves as it turns the tables on them in chapter two. But that is another subject.

However, as I have spent morning after morning reviewing, exploring and meditating on the various interlinking truths just in this one chapter I have begun to see a much different picture of God emerging that is starting to get me more excited as I see the true beauty, passion and mercy of God that is quite opposite to what many claim to find there. Each morning it seems that some other word or phrase is pointed out to me that had roots and tendrils that are connected and show up in surrounding verses. These amazing interconnections become more and more fascinating as they weave together to form the outlines of a picture that more accurately portrays the real truth about God.

This morning I noticed even more references to the word “exchange” or its variants. All of them are in the section where the “wrath of God is revealed” which, when properly understood is a very exciting and liberating subject of its own. So far I have found this word in v. 23, 25, 26 and alluded to in parallel concepts in several other verses. Then I was reminded of the idea of exchange that had surprised me in a teaching several years ago from the Old Testament. There is a popularly quoted text in Isa. 40:31 that people find comfort in quoting for difficult times. “But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.”

What surprised me was when it was pointed out that this verse actually may be saying something quite different than what it appears to say in the typical English translation. The word translated “renew” can instead be translated “exchange” which puts a whole different filter on the picture and exposes a truth about the gospel more clearly. There is even a ministry named after this verse called Exchange Life Ministry. What this text can say is that those who wait (trust patiently in God to work things out) on the Lord will exchange their strength (if you can even call it strength at all by comparison) with God's strength. The rest of the verse is simply the results that can happen in the lives of those who exchange their strength, their dependence on themselves, for trust in God and choose to live in His strength.

I find this “exchange” principle significant in the light of Romans one. It is possibly talking about the same thing in reverse. In Isaiah God's plan for exchange of the right kind is laid out and in Romans the opposite kinds of exchange are laid out with the corresponding tragic results. Given this perspective it is easier to see that the dire situations and perversions of life described are not God's “punishments” on those who have offended Him; rather they are descriptions of natural consequences of pulling away from the only source of true life and looking to any other source to get satisfaction and fulfillment.

That takes one right back into the study of worship and what it really means – but that too is a subject for another day that I have been wanting to explore much further and share what I have been learning and experiencing.

What I see in Romans one is a choice for every person: Do I believe the gospel – the good news about God and the real truth about Him apart from what is taught by most “religion” today? Or do I choose to exchange real glory for imitation glory, exchange the truth about God for the lie, or maybe even go so far as to exchange the natural function of my body for lust-filled distortions of God's original design for me and suffer the tragic consequences as some of my close friends have done?

Life is all about choices. “See, I have set before you today life and prosperity, death and adversity. If you obey the commandments of the LORD your God that I am commanding you today, by loving the LORD your God, walking in his ways, and observing his commandments, decrees, and ordinances, then you shall live and become numerous, and the LORD your God will bless you in the land that you are entering to possess.” (Deuteronomy 30:15-16)

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